So many of us suffer in silence. Afraid to share our pain with others. Afraid we might be judged, afraid of feeling vulnerable. We sometimes hide the pain, whether physical or emotional, because we are taught to do so. We should be strong! But, strong doesn’t mean Alone.
If you are suffering, speak up, and be your own advocate. Don’t worry about what others think of you. Try not to let pain or illness isolate you. Healing begins when we are seen and heard. Work hard at finding people who will listen and help you. And it really does take work. Find doctors/healers/helpers, and don’t be afraid to fire them if they don’t *see* you. Research, ask questions, look at your diet, your thoughts, the people you surround yourself with, your habits. Don’t let the pain define you, because it’s not you.
I really feel it’s important to share this, because of my own experience. This past week, I was diagnosed with Lupus/RA, after more than 12 years of going to different specialists, then feeling ok, then waiting, then another flare up or weird symptom would happen, then remission, then it would come back worse, etc. These past couple of years it has really risen up and asked me to take note, and finally showed it’s face and demanded to be seen. Autoimmune diseases are sneaky that way. They like to mimic one another and play hide-and-seek in the body. This diagnosis has tied all the mysterious symptoms together. The knees, the neck, wrist, the arrhythmia, the weak immune system, the kidneys, all of it. All part of the inflammation beast. It took a lot of work. But, I have learned to be my own health advocate. And if you are suffering, so should you. Do everything you can to help yourself to heal, whether physically or emotionally. We have so much more power than we realize.
I would also like to say that, (I) wasn’t diagnosed with it, my body was. It’s in my body, not my aliveness. It will not define me, but it will be my job to treat it, to deal with it, to learn from it, and to hopefully use the experience to help others.
Pain is also how many of us are first brought to yoga. Myself included.
Pain *can be*teacher.